i fight myself 

about a lot of things
but never about her
although at times
i do think twice about
saying she is gorgeous
not because she isn’t
she absolutely is
but it’s more than
just how her soft skin
covers her
it’s more than
her big gorgeous brown eyes
her juicy lips
her pleasurable voice
the way she pronounces my name
the way she giggles
her passionate heart
her mesmerizing soul
her captivating mind
it’s the pure honest realness
she gives me
that made me realize
and appreciate
how beautiful she truly is
so i think twice
because something real
is fucking rare
something real
has a beauty of its own
and she is
she is real
-joshua ryan stewart